that makes me entirely depressed. it's been 28 days and i haven't lost anything. I was 124 this morning so I guess barely eating yesterday helped. i'm getting breakfast after my english class in about an hour but i'm going to TRY to stick to a soup or just orange juice. It's hard on tuesdays and thursdays because i do so much throughout the day and I burn it off so sometimes i have breakfast and nothing the rest of the day so i may allow myself that JUST those two days.

intake:
scrambled eggs
half a bagel
milk
1 liter of water :)

i had steak escape :( ugh, today sucks. i was all motivated and now i'm just back to this. i think its because Zach asked to eat with me and my stomach was rumbling so i just got what he got. FML.
working out tomorrow morning, i can't stand to see the scale say 126 :( EWW i was JUST 121 two weeks ago. i'd be estatic if that was my weight right now. gr.


outtake:
classes
work (4 hours)
math test
panhel
(i just count those two bc i walk across campus to them)



i'm totally exhausted from staying up all night finishing my 9 page research paper so i'll be sleeping right after panhel tonight and not working out :/ i feel skinnier though because i've tried to drink other things than diet coke and i feel like i'm finally getting my motivation back!

 i dont even wanna tell you what the scale just said; i'm doing math homework then sleeping. i wish our gym was open later because i'd be heading there right now!

sorry ive been running behind on days girls, i've just been so busy. i'm currently writing a paper but i'm procrastinating and blogging :) so yesterday (really today because it's still 1 and i havent slept but going by time) was a decent day actually. i slept all day and got up and rearranged my room with my roomie which was definitely a work out, i was so disgustingly sweaty after because it was like 75 here today and we dont get air conditioning in the dorms :/

yesterdays intake: pink lemonade (2) italian wheat wrap, ate only half :), wendy's plain chicken sandwhich, diet coke.

yesterdays outtake: sleeping all day, rearranging room, 3 loads of laundry, walking around campus. not tooooo bad!

and now for today which is the start of my 5 day liquid diet!
starting weight: 125
hopefully 120 by friday or even less!

intake:
diet coke
pink lemonade (2)
half of a tiny cookie :x but thats like nothing
water

outtake:
work (4 hours)
class
sleep
smoking weed

schedule:
work 4 hours
sleep/workout?
class
dinner
hannah montana movie
sleep or go out? but probably go to bed.

intake:
watermelon fuze- 5
chicken noodle soup- 170
water


outtake:
work 4 hours
sleeping
class

next friday is my work party for the end of the semester and a work with a TON of cute boys. they all see me in my shitty work clothes everday so i want to go to the party and wow them. and be 115 :) also next weekend we have a social with alpha sig and i haven't seen them in forever so i also want to wow them. 115 by next friday, it will happen. i may have to liquid fast for like three days though.. wish me luck!

 
ill look like the girl on the left come end of may !

i'm figuring if i'm 115 by next weekend, then i can just focus on finals and not freak out because 115 is what i was before school started.
THEN i'll be home for a month before everyone else.. and ill lose 10 lbs during may so 105 is my ugw.